PastorD

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  • in reply to: Alpha intrusion #23260
    PastorD
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    Any magnesium orally has made me sick too – and frankly doesn’t seem to get metabolized.
    The topical I use is:

    Pure Magnesium Oil Spray – LEAST ITCHY and Highest Potency – ONE 12fl. Oz Transdermal Magnesium Oil – Used for Joint Pain, Sore Muscles, Insomnia, Restless Leg Syndrome, Headaches and more – Made in USA

    https://www.amazon.com/dp/B011T9TASI/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_u90KBbXPFJE1C

    in reply to: Alpha intrusion #23222
    PastorD
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    It takes long and I cover entire body because I want and need as much as I can get in my system.  I am a very extreme case and there is no research on side effects, so you should check with your MD first.  But as you have expressed, there is such a desperation in the torture chamber of sleeplessness – that one becomes willing to do almost anything for just the hope of a few minutes of sleep.

    I can’t imagine what it’s like to live so many years ‘normal’ and then get hit with this mess.  Me, I’ve had it all my life.  I have never, ever slept through a night in my life – I have no idea what it must feel like to be restored – I see people go through entire days and never even think about being tired or exhausted.  Me – always – my whole life- the # 1 issue has always been – lack of Sleep!  Ahhh.

    I do believe I have a relationship with God and that means a ton to me.  In that I see a lot of good come from it all – even given all the costs throughout my life – relational and financial.  And – talk about monetary cost – Friend – I am past the six digit mark easy on expenditures.  Just sleep studies alone, not covered by insurance of course – three of them across the nation coast to coast – and barrels of meds and Dr visits and on and on.  So, – I feel you!

    On pharmaceuticals – I have a lot of experience – way too much.  Of all of them – Xyrem used strategically was the most effective – but it, as well as the rest, takes a piece of you -It’s like you’re living outside yourself.  And no matter what we become tolerant – and need more and more – to the point where you are so poisoned – AND sleep deprived.  For me – if I can make it without the drugs – I surely want to try.  I am now involved in a very aggressive neurofeedback program that is not passive or behavioral – but instead will be mirroring my brainwaves and sending signals back to the brain to try to retrain it.  I can / will share more about that as I go through it – I’m starting this Friday.  Meantime – I gotta hit the chamber!

    Anything I can do or share to help you let me know.  Best wishes

    in reply to: Alpha intrusion #23213
    PastorD
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    Yes, It would be my pleasure.  My life has been so unbelievably marginalized from sleep deprivation, and meds stole decades of ‘me.’  Finally at age 55 I took a step of faith and eliminated all pharmaceuticals, and sleep was as bad as one could imagine.  But a couple months later, by the nudging of my lovely wife, I began administering large doses of Magnesium topically (through the skin – spray on).  It was the first time in my adult life I experienced slow-wave sleep without the aid of drugs.  I actually lost track of time for short segments (this was new to me – since previously I could sadly always guess the time pretty closely before peeking at pretty much any time during the night – since I really never slept restoratively at all).  It didn’t fix me totally, but it gave me hope.  So I started really pouring it on (more on that in a minute), and more and more I experienced deeper segments, for longer periods (up to about 90 minutes, sometimes three, even four segments in a night!).  This to me was (and is) revolutionary.  It’s not enough to function normally, but it so far allows me to stay almost completely off drugs (and I have them ALL).

    So, I use Pure Magnesium Oil Spray  from Amazon- and spend about 15 to 20 minutes spraying and rubbing over my entire body (I don’t miss a centimeter) almost every night.  It’s not that much fun, but the alternative is torture.

    It has given me somewhat of a life – more than I had before, but I still fight like mad for every ounce of sleep.  My sleep hygiene is immaculate as is my lifestyle, and still at 59 I want more … I want to be able to count on strong days without dreading appointments, and being consumed with thoughts of ‘how soon can I get home and lay down?’.  But still – Living without meds and feeling even some restoration, is a first in my lifetime (I have been broken in the sleep department since childhood).

    Hope all that helps.  Let me know if I can answer anything else.

     

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    in reply to: Alpha intrusion #23162
    PastorD
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    Multiple sleep studies across the US throughout life.  Yes, AI, although is little known about it – I am clinically unable  to obtain N3 (delta stages 3,4) without pharmaceuticals.  Brain patterns show the moment slow wave is broached the brain ‘shoots’ alpha waves into the process to disturb/break the sleep.  It is nothing short of a life of torture.  Now with massive amounts of Magnesium applied topically there are fragments of slow wave sleep – just cannot be sustained.

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