Thanks so much you two that have answered. I didn't sleep until seven this morning, and only for about an hour and a half. So I made an appointment with a counselor today, but they can't see me for a week. I can't wait that long so I also went to the doctor and got a weeks worth of ambien cr to help me until they teach me some coping mechanisms. I think I'm only going to take the pills until friday and then try to do it on my own after I get some regular hours of sleep.
Again thank you guys. It's hard to sit in my apartment while my husband sleeps, and be alone in my head. I was glad I found this.