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'primaryantagonist' wrote on '02:
Hi! Nice to meet you! Guitar hero, huh? I never got the hang of the Wii – I tried Mario Kart and that was funy, but I always find the controller weird! I guess I'm more of an 8-bit girl 😉
I have been playing Guitar Hero since it was released for the PS2, and couple of years ago imported Rock Band…but yeah I love retro gaming too!
It's odd how people consider that people who commit suicide were cowards because they didn't face the situation that was getting to them.
I attempted to commit suicide several years ago. My father was abusing me and I didn't know what else to do, I was scared if I told mom she would get hurt too, and thought that if I told anyone in authority they would think I was making it up..after all how often to you hear about a boy being abused by their father?
I honestly thought that if I took all my anticonvulsants, it would kill me, and I'd be taken out of the equation, and perhaps that would make my father happy…maybe if I was dead then he would be a nice person, perhaps I didn't deserve to live.
As you can tell, it was not to be, the overdose made me look like I was very drunk (could not walk straight for several days!) but that was it. A couple of years later I got it arranged that I moved away from home and trained as a chef…but I digress.
I could see all the upset that would have occurred if I had been successful, and believe it or not that thought was more painful than any abuse could have been, but it felt like it was what I had to do to make things right.
I tend to find that I sleep well(ish) if I'm listening to music or having some sort of background noise, and if where I am sleeping is cold/cool…my bedroom in Yam Towers has windows open all year round and heating never on, my flatmate said it's like an icebox sometimes!
If a room is silent, it almost hurts me like a loud noise would.
Good Times – Finding the tiniest TransFormer for £1.99, a nice addition to my collection!
Good Times – Off to Winchester for the day with my Cuddle Bunny on Friday
Bad Times – Feel a little icky, not sure if it is the cold hitting my chest or the Bean Cheese and Sausage slice that I got from Greggs!
'astradaemon' wrote on '02:I collect DVDs too. See you around.
Cool, do you have a list of the DVDs you have so far? Would love to see what you have 😎
It could well be the same logic, it is a back ground noise…and “aural security blanket” if you will.
'mspeekay' wrote on '01:Hi Yam, fancy seeing you here 🙂 Are you back on Rock Band now?
Nice to see you here to ma'am *bows*
Kinda on and off…play a few tracks and stop, but probably get into the swing of it again next week.
'Martin' wrote on '01:Err… how on earth do you share such a long list?!?
Quite simple, I bought database software to catalogue all my DVDs!
Behold… my humble collection
Did you see the most awesome Japanese version, or the second rate US remake?
I went with my flatmate to see the remake, it scared her so much she wanted to leave the cinema! She refuses to watch the Japanese one…
I want to do filming,but I don't think I'll be very good. Might give it a go though and post the results up sometime… 😎
Hobbies eh? I ahve quite a few interests…
I collect DVDs (I have over 1,000 sets), like watching horror movies and wrestling, love listening to music, learning about technology, playing games on my PS3 and taking pictures with my camera on my phone.
'Martin' wrote on '01:Good Times – Looking forward to a weekend away at Lake Placid with my wife for Valentines Day.
Isn't there a movie about that place with a killer beastie? 😛
