Heart of Ash

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    xabalba
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      A poem i wrote while having a bad day a few weeks back called:

      Heart of Ash

      I reach into my chest for a heart that doesnt exist

      what is left is a hand full of ash

      decreped and old like the soul in this beast

      dieing and frying inside this hell of my mind

      reaching out for hope that will never come

      pill after pill in this endless cycle

      abuse in my mind a nightmare existence

      a knife digging in cut out the things i dont like

      what is left is a body etched with the scars of life

      a burning fire that cant be extingushed

      a atomic blast of fear firing in my brain

      triggering paranoia of being found out

      for the monster that they think i am

      growing unrest sparking currents in my synapsis

      to weak to fight back

      they give me hope that i will be saved

      from something that i dont need saving from

      something that is apart of me for now and eternity

      why cant they leave me be i dont want to be apart of your society

      to be judged and humiliated for being me

      for the hate you created in me

      searching for absolution in a god thats doesnt exist in my world

      dropping a bomb on this life of mine

      hoping to survive the aftermath

      than again it would be better if i just died

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