If you feel you should get professional help, I would suggest talking to your doctor.
What you have described is difficult, but not unique or unusual. It sounds as though you are a bit tangled up in the same way that others with chronic insomnia are. In other words, you are a bit stuck right now — but you are NOT broken!
Your post reminded me of my discussion with Jennifer — she traced her insomnia back to weaning her children from breastfeeding:
How Jennifer moved past 18 years of insomnia by exploring her sleep-related beliefs and recognizing her own insomnia in the stories of others (#33)
I hope there’s something useful here!
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