Hello @Anastasiia. I’m guessing many of us on this forum can relate to your experiences. And, most of us have tried a lot of things to sleep — bedtime rituals, sleep props, meds, sleep hygiene recommendations, etc…. including mobile sleep apps.
What I’ve learned is that there are things we can do that might help in “allowing” sleep to come, but nothing we can safely do will “make” a person sleep except sleep drive–basically being tired enough. Some people find that sleep apps are relaxing and help them drift off. That’s wonderful! I personally haven’t had good luck with them, in part because I’m so focused on the *intent* of putting me to sleep. Once I get focused on trying to “make” sleep happen, I’m in that spiral of frustration and worry, which causes me to stay awake, which causes more frustration and worry….
The one thing that has helped me is to listen to an audiobook, something I’m interested in but isn’t so suspenseful that I want to stay awake and hear every clue. Right now I’m listening to a memoir. I enjoy it, but don’t feel like I need to catch every word, so if I do happen to drift off, great–the sleep timer will turn it off and I’ll just go back to the last thing I remember the next time I listen. And if I don’t drift off, that’s fine too because I enjoy the audiobook.
That said, I would have never gotten to this point without first faithfully doing the techniques Martin uses in CBTI, one of which is “Stimulus Control”–getting out of bed and doing something when sleep doesn’t come (for me that is to read in another room). And I still turn to this if I start to feel frustrated.
If you haven’t explored CBTI, you might take a look at the Resources Menu at the top of this page. There is a good explanation of CBTI, some great podcasts, and at the bottom is a link for a free 2 week email course from Martin. Highly recommend!
Wishing you the best!