Welcome to the forum, Esther. You definitely are not alone in the struggle.
The thoughts you describe are very common and I am sure many people reading your post will identify with them. A couple of things to consider right from the start would be:
The quality of your day isn’t entirely dependent on the quality of your sleep: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WgVyzX_HHxo
Waking during the night is normal and isn’t something you should be worried about: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=329oFzXmwEM
When do you normally go to bed at night, when do you normally get out of bed in the morning, and roughly how many hours of sleep are you getting in a typical night? Do you tend to struggle more with falling asleep at the start of the night, or staying asleep throughout the night (or both)?
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