Just wondering what the older members here, or members who've been on the internet a long time think about this.
Admittedly, I used to be a net addict. Couldn't stay away. From 1995 all the way to 2010 I was on the internet for hours a day every day. Now I basically have to 'force' myself to log on! I took a long break from the internet due to health problems, and then running a pub in the dreaded 'real life' I just had no time.
Now my pub closed down (bad business to be in these days!) I was so bored, so decided to check out a few of the old haunts. I realized something – I missed communities. Missed being part of one, missed running one. I've been lurking around a few of my old e-haunts this past few days and………. I'm bored out of my mind.
Don't know if it's just because I'm older, don't know if it's because of taking a break I'm finding it difficult to re-integrate, I also feel like I've lost part of my 'e-personality' and part of who I am. I've been reading some old posts and comments by me from 5+ years ago etc and realized I'm a completely different person! Humour is different, views are different. I've found the more I age the less I make people laugh too LOL. Maybe because back then I was just such a gobby little git who was so extreme it just became a humourous parody. I seem to have lost all that.
That and e-friends have moved on, lost contact, just don't seem the same any more.
Quite strange.
No I haven't slept, yes I am in deep thought LOL.
So I'm posting on forums, trying to re-connect with old faces and e-friends, trying to get my style and e-personality back, hopefully it'll inject some e-life back into me so I can become a vocal presence in online communities again!