Welcome to the forum, nypit1. The symptoms you describe as you are falling asleep could be down to hyperarousal. You could be monitoring for sleep so, as it’s about to happen, the brain kicks into gear to wake you up to tell you sleep is happening (which, obviously, isn’t helpful!).
You could also be experiencing some conditioned arousal — in other words, due to your repeated experiences of poor sleep, you have learned to associate sleep with worry, wakefulness, frustration, etc. So, your brain keeps you alert to protect you from this just as you are about to fall asleep.
If you tend to wake and have no trouble falling back to sleep, then your awakenings could be down to your sleep apnea. If you find it hard to fall back to sleep, then your difficulties may be associated with a high level of arousal and are more likely to be related to insomnia. It is also quite possible that both are disrupting your sleep.
Have you asked your sleep doctor or sleep center if an alternative to CPAP may be appropriate for you? For example, an oral appliance may be helpful (or even some positional therapy).
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