Hi Martin..No..I know precisely what caused it and when. Approximately 20 years ago I went through a period of unusually intense stress. A divorce, raising two girls on my own, combined with business and financial problems. I went from sleeping effortlessly through a process of waking up in the middle of the night soaked in sweat from a panic attack to eventually not being able to sleep at all. Then of course the doctor wrote his prescription and got me hooked on meds.
I actually managed twice in that period to get off meds and start sleeping again. Each time it was with loving support and a lot of suffering through severe withdrawal symptoms. In every instance though, something catastrophic interfered before my brain had fully ingrained it's natural sleep pattern and I was thrown back on the meds. I am now addicted to a much greater degree, as well as being considerably older, so it has become a much harder job to get off again. I have also developed severe fibromyalgia over time from the sleep deprivation and most days are very painful. I drink too much wine to help with the pain and don't excecise enough due to the extreme fatigue. I used to run about 8 miles a day 365 a year as well as many other forms of excercise.
My game plan is to try to gradually start back on the excercise, cut back on the wine and use the various therapies mentioned in my first post to sustain me while I taper off the drugs.
In theory it all sounds great but I have no illusions that it will be easy. I have no choice though, as this is no life right now. My business is suffering due to my inattention and my personal life is non-existent! So, along with all the others on here I am sure, I ask daily for the stregnth to do what needs to be done to make myself healthy again. I realize that although I can get help, in the end only I can do this for myself.
I am listening every night before bed to your download and trying to do the other things I mentioned.
With perseverence and a bit of luck I may sleep again.
Thank you for caring.
Peter