Hey guys, long time! Hope you're all well and had a wonderful Christmas, best wishes for 2013 to everyone.
My insomnia seemed quite under control until this past two weeks, where it's flared up as worse than ever. It wasn't too bad when it first started hitting again, it was just a day, sometimes two days, but now the migraines are creeping back and it's becoming a pain again.
Problem is I'm absolutely exhausted. An example, the other night, I'd already been up all night the night before. I think I managed to get about an hour or an hour & a half nap during the day at some point dozing off on the sofa but I was deliberately keeping myself awake, logic being by night time I'll be absolutely shattered and go to sleep.
Anyway it got to 1 AM. And sure thing I was so tired, mentally and physically. Went to lay down.. just couldn't sleep. After an hour of twisting and turning I just got back up and did some work. Was working until around 6 AM, by which time although I was tired I was also wired and couldn't lay back down because I was in work mode and had too many ideas and thoughts going off in my head.
Got a doctor's appointment tomorrow, see if I can grab some sleeping pills. What I really need to do is find some way to relax at night and empty my thoughts. When I lay down that's when all the stress, worry, thoughts start circulating and I just can't settle, I just gotta get back up and do some work and act on the thoughts.
Anyway thanks for reading my ramblings, had to rant somewhere and get it off my chest 😛