Hi chiefboats!
Thank you for your letter. I don’t get support from my relatives at all. They simply don’t care about my condition. They care only about themselves. I tried all!!! possible pills with sedative effect (neuroleptics, antidepressants and benzos) and different their combinations, up to 10 pills at night. Nothing worked longer than a couple nights then stopped. I also tried the strongest ones. No results. The same is true with injections which I did myself at home.
I also have been reading A LOT about my condition and how to cure it. This is great that ppl in the forum had helped you! 6-8 hrs of sleep is fantastic! How did you manage to achieve that? Yes, I want the same result…and I have been working towards of it.
I have my first results from my sleep deprivation therapy. Firstly, I didn’t manage to stay active for 2.5 days. After 2 whole days my brain started to swith off when I was sitting in front of PC. I felt EXHAUSTED to say mildly. And I was terribly sleepy. I couldn’t resist it anymore. When I didn’t sleep for 4 days, I was mainly staying in bed in awful condition. During the therapy I wasn’t allow to get a horisontal position. So, it maid the difference. Since my brain started to switch off and I couldn’t resist it anymore, I decided to quit and get a horisontal position. To my big suprise, I immediately fall asleep and slept for six hrs. The quality of sleep was bad, but it was my own sleep without any sleep aids for the first time over the last five yrs! Today in the midday I was very tired and lay down on my bad. To my second surprise, I again fell asleep for one hr. It was not refreshing sleep whatsoever. But I managed to sleep.
Now I should see what will be the impact of this therapy on my sleep for a few days and then consult with my doc to repeat the procedure. And also should ask him if one allowed to dring stimulants when the brain switches off. I should also ask him about my sideeffects which I experience due to the therapy.
Let’s see it I manage to sleep this night.