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A post I recently wrote on my Blog

My mind Is like Highway full of speeding car’s all of which are travelling at enormous speed’s, It’s out of my control now all I can do Is sit back and wait for the inevitable pile up that will pursue.

I’m hardly surprised as I’ve been awake for 64 hours without a minute’s sleep, I’m on a kind of high which Is tremendous. My Idea’s are fast and frequent like shooting star’s, and I follow them until I find better and brighter one’s. Feeling’s of euphoria, Intensity, power, well-being and ease are all flowing through my vein’s. I can feel my heart pumping stronger and stronger wanting more and more, It’s almost like I’m thriving on the thing that’s potentially going to make me ill but do I really want It to stop?

One part of me say’s “YES” this Isn’t healthy for you but the other scream’s “NO” enjoy the creativity that’s been handed to you. In reality though I don’t have the Option to choose It’s quite simply the hand I was dealt with.

As the day’s have gone to night’s and then back to day’s my Idea’s are getting far to fast and there are far to many of them,

Where’s this highway taking Me ?

What’s going to happen when I get there ?

Am I going to be a passer by ?

Or am I going to be a metaphorical wreck myself ?

It’s all travelling at the speed of light, a quick twinkle then It’s gone into the darkest part’s of my mind just like a shooting star In space, by the time you see it and acknowledge It’s existence It’s gone. Now Is this my mind simply overloading with Idea’s or Is It a glimpse of shear brilliance where as I’m tapping Into my undiscovered and natural talent’s. I’d say I’ve been more creative in the last 3 day’s than I have the last 3 year’s. I feel I have the power to not just describe my mood’s and feeling’s but to share with you the emotion’s that are attached to them.

Everything has a beautiful glow about It, Kind of like a Sunrise. There’s a sensual, warmness, serenity that lighten’s your spirit and open’s your mind.

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