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I mean this with every fiber of my being. The Metal Gear Solid series means more to me than most people will ever know, growing up the way I did I turned to video games and MGS really kept me together, the story, gameplay, I loved it, like I said I started at age 4 with the original Metal Gear.
When MGS4: Guns of the patriots came out and I bought it and played it and beat it, I cried, I cried a lot. The last game with solid snake in it, old, due to him being a clone, body falling apart, playing those games and getting to MGS4 and seeing the ending is just breathtaking, I would say play them. MGS, MGS2:Sons of Liberty MGS3:Snake Eater(You play in 1960's as Big boss) then MGS4.
For an entire week I felt like something was missing in my life, it was over, the story of Solid Snake.
I like Resident evil, got them all here somehere.
I'm not into Splinter cell or hitman, I found them too easy.
I play any new game that comes out, on whatever platform and I'm always beta testing new MMO's.
'yamerias' wrote on '02:What games you like playing on PS3?
I'm a HUGE Metal Gear Solid fan, I started playing the games when I was four years old, Metal Gear the very first one, I have every one of them.
I like lots of different games, I have Darksiders, Dark Void, Assassins creed 1 and 2. Borderlands with all the expansions, fallout 3 with all the expansions, Eternal Sonata, Warhawk, Folklore, Killzone 2, Infamous, and the list goes on.
I enjoy lots of games, RPG's Action adventure, pretty much any type of game except Guitar hero and them, I played Guitar hero when it came out on ps2 I was the first one in my town to have it, didn't like it much, tried Rock band but i prefer my real drumming.
'primaryantagonist' wrote on '02:I write — for my magazine, other magazines (mostly music and history), short stories, and I've recently finished my first novel. In the process of publishing at the moment — taking forever! :huh:
Awesome!
'primaryantagonist' wrote on '02:Nice to meet you, Franky! Was it hard making up with your parents? I'm glad to hear things are going better with them now, but it's never easy growing up with parents with any kind of disorder. My mom has had chronic anxiety since I was ten and that was hard to deal with, I can't imagine what it must have been like for you. Also having insomnia since you were six! Wow! What was that like being in school?
School was boring, the insomnia made it very long, very long. I failed first grade because I wasn't able to hear, or read, I had ear infections all the time, and couldn't get over them, they found out I was allergic to milk and it was causing ear infections. I got over it started drinking skim milk and could hear again, started to read.
The insomnia took a few tolls on me while in school, but I got through it.
I keep one. I lost all of them, I had about 15 books filled, I kept one for six years, it didn't help me sleep any better but it did help me keep track of how much I slept and what I was thinking.
I have an entry from one night saved on my computer.
October 30th 2008
I laid down in my bed for what seemed to be days, I laid and laid but no sleep came, my room pitch black, it's been three days since I slept, I can hear the cat in the living room purring, the taps dripping, I am all alone, my parents at the hospital with my sister, complete darkness.
Sometimes I wonder how sane I am, I see things that aren't there, I visualize things, I'll find a crack in a wall and visualize it spreading out into more cracks, and a pounding on the other side of the wall, with the final crack the wall crumbles and everything goes white.
I visualize the world in complete whiteness, there I stand alone creating a bed for me to sleep.
Tomorrow is Halloween and Mitchell and I will start at 9:30, setting all our creepy things up and come 2:00 we are ready awaiting for the children, hidden in the crowd of gas masked monsters.
Halloween house it is called, 500+ people a year we get, we're on the news every year, the things we build, and do is fantastic.
I'm going to type this onto the computer and save it, this entry has no importance, just another washed up relic I will look back in a year or so.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm pretending to be sane or if I am sane trapped in an insane world.
I agree ruth.
Before anyone else says anything, it was an ongoing thing between me and my friend, we called each other cowards all the time for a joke, like when I would trip and fall he'd say “You coward! Don't bow to gravity, sheeh!”
I know not everyone can deal with problems, but suicide is never the answer, I won't lie I have thought of it myself but If I ever did it I would be a coward, taking the easy way out.
I don't think I could ever call someone a coward for killing themselves, except my two friends but it's just an inside joke between actually all of my friend and I.
Ruth my god it is great to see you on the board, and it will be a pleasure to get to know you more.
And yes Martin I could of broken each one up and made it isn't own thing but I was trying to do this quick because Douglas my best friend wanted to read it. I remember I wrote something like this except 120kb the one I just posted was 15.7 kb.
I do believe that the way psysopaths are portrayed in books, movies and everything else that it gives them a bad name.
I call a few people cowards, only two people, they both killed themselves I should of explained more, both of them told me if I ever kill myself call me a coward and remember all the good times.
'Martin' wrote on '02:I've seen these three types of insomnia mentioned a number of times. I wonder if it is really that easy to label everyone's type of insomnia into just three categories?
I personally believe there are probably many more forms of insomnia yet discovered and that it isn't so easy to just pick one and say this is the one I got.
'astradaemon' wrote on '02:Chronic insomnia. At one point, I couldn't even recognize friends and family, so that's when the hard core medical testing began. My docs think my brain has a dysfunctional sleep/wake cycle.
Yeah I can understand that, my insomnia has gotten to the point where I do sleep but the sleep doesn't do anything, it's like I never slept, then I have days where I just don't sleep.
My chronic leg pain doesn't help either. Mine gets so bad combined with my leg pain I'm barely coherent and my breathing is heavy and I get double vision.
Among other things.
'Martin' wrote on '01:I love the quotes, Franky. They really force you to focus on the real issue – you can't ramble. You have to be concise. The exact reason why Twitter was so successful.
Yeah, I agree completely, I don't post a lot of stuff I got cause well I can easily get rid of curses, just I write cynical and well I did have a drug problem for a bit, Absinthe and Opium, and I was writing two stories while on it peopel tell me they turned out amazing for just a rough draft but I dono if I want to share them since they're not really normal.
Liek Alice in wonderland somewhat.
'mspeekay' wrote on '01:I fall asleep much quicker if I'm listening to a podcast (not music) and I've got into a routine where I tend to do things in the same order before I go to bed. If I break the routine or sleep somewhere else it seems to take me longer to get to sleep. And I MUST be on the warm side of comfortable to sleep. I'll stay awake for hours if I'm cold
Oh, I do that too listen to podcasts every now and then.
'yamerias' wrote on '01:Hobbies eh? I ahve quite a few interests…
I collect DVDs (I have over 1,000 sets), like watching horror movies and wrestling, love listening to music, learning about technology, playing games on my PS3 and taking pictures with my camera on my phone.
I do photography with my camera play games on my ps3, I enjoy horror films as well!
